I was enchanted to meet you..

So I am currently addicted to this one song from Taylor Swift but covered by one of the most talented musician ever known to mankind, Adam Young. So brilliantly put, the lyrics that is..


Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered “have we met?”
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it’s way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too

The lingering question kept me up
2AM, who do you love?
I wondered till I’m wide awake
Now I’m pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I’d open up and you would say,
Hey it was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you too
Please don’t be in love with someone else
Please don’t have somebody waiting on you
Please don’t be in love with someone else
Please don’t have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
Taylor I’ll spend my whole life wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too

I was never in love with someone else
I never had somebody waiting on me
‘Cause you were all of my dreams come true
And I just wish you knew
Taylor I was so in love with you.~


It's like the words describe the situation I'm going through. I'm in serious need of a hug, it's just unexpected, this situation. Where myself is even confused, how can this happen, but then I remember a quote from Mraz.


" It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what love is." -Jason Mraz from the song Life is Wonderful.


So true, yet hurtful.. That it takes no time for me to fall in love with her , but it might take years to know what love is. This is when I feel reality is conspiring against me , I feel like leaving it and wander off to fantasy. I feel love is such a beautiful thing, I've never felt this way in a very long time. I know, I'm not a master in relationships nor I know how to approach a woman, but I feel I need to be pure and true, I don't ever want to hurt a woman. Probably because I've been living with 2 females for a very long time (yeah it's my lovable sister and my super terrific mom). To be frank, I'm a very sensitive guy, I get easily hurt when friends mock at me, even though I know they're just joking, deep inside I cry, but I just don't want to show it. Yes, you can call it, a sissy, girly dude, or whatever you want, it's just me, and I'm not afraid to admit that I'm wonderfully sensitive. I'm still figuring out how love works, I feel it in the most unpredictable time, the weirdest situation, yet it's the most wonderful thing I've ever felt. It's her, that makes me feel this way. It's the brilliant brain of hers, the bipolarity of her act, and the beauty of her personality. 


"I'm stunned by her beauty, but fell for her personality." 


I feel this has never happened to me, this situation that leads to a quite interesting question. Why now? Is the timing not right? "what if's" keep running through my mind, I feel disoriented thinking about it, I know this is true and real, and I want to stick to it. Will it stay though? Will this only turns into a curiosity? I guess time will tell, for now I'm just falling and I don't even care what's at the bottom. If I meet you along the way , it would be even better, I feel love is taking over me, and I have no reason to end it. Why would I do that? It's just simply stupid and dumb for me to do so. I guess, I just want to let it flow, see where this is going, I'm not surrendering to reality, but I'm playing along, we all have a role but still got to grab a hold of our future, I mean after all just like John Legend said, we're just ordinary people, we don't know which way to go, maybe we should take it slow. This is definitely not the end, but the very beginning of our story line.  


"I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have, and canon ball into the water " -Teddy Geiger from the song For You I Will.