P(L)EASANT.

Amazing, how a single letter can turn something sounds so low be so high. Things change, so drastically that always surprise everyone. Where it's leading is a mystery, how can a peasant get a queen?!

It's impossible, well... I'm a living proof that it is possible. But, of course when a Queen is with someone not from the Royals, her life is probably going to change, drastically. I feel blessed to know one, an amazing lady fit to be a Queen indeed. Not to be with a pleasant peasant. I'm a peasant that only takes care a herd of sheep and plays a musical instrument at the field under the shade of a tree. Go find your King, I'm no where worthy of your Majesty.

I'm blessed, no regrets, I'm grateful, to have known a humble, noble, and loving Queen such as you, a lady someone quite as attractive and as kind as you will certainly find a King that suits you. A King that could provide, and give you what you deserve. Love is liberating, it is letting go, letting go of your doubts, letting go of your fears, and now I'm certainly letting go.

"When you lose something you can't replace 
When you love someone, but it goes to waste 
Could it be worse?"

from the song Fix You by Coldplay

When best friends turn into lovers, that is the best thing ever, will it be the same if it was the opposite? Time shall reveal.

I have been so blessed to know someone as kind, humble , noble, loving, bubbly, talkative, outrageously funny, mellow like you.

Thanks for everything.

Two books, two very different pages..

The whole content of my life is at a part where love seems to occur. A girl, a boy, fell in love, getting deeper, and now we're on to talking about future. Well, I am a laid back guy, who chill on life, taking things slowly and easily, never take anything to seriously and stressed out. But when it comes to this one particular thing I can never chill, I want to be as serious as I can be, really set things straight, know what is ahead of the story of "YOU and I". Because I feel this is something serious and nothing to joke about when it comes to love. I can only plan but it's still up to the MAN above to grant it, but nevertheless I still have a plan. 

From the beginning of our love, I thought we were on the same page. We share the love, we risked it all, but I just found out that she isn't on the same page as I am. It's like, I've made an oath to myself, when I fall in love I want to fall hard and be super serious about it and if God willing, I want it to lasts until we're grandmas and grandpas. I want to be loyal, faithful and truthful. Love suppose to see beyond boundaries, limits and differences. Because love is something true and pure that it sets this fire inside of us to shine so bright and fill the outer atmosphere. We have every rights to love and be loved, because love is such an amazing thing, it could do what every man never thought of, climb every hills of insecurities and doubts, conquer mountains of hatred and deceits, it is so powerful that it could change a devil into an angel. We never know what lies ahead, but we can be grateful for what there is now, and now I am grateful, for love and someone that loves me back. It feels liberating and I am totally exuberant of the fact that there's a human being that loves me that I just knew in less than a year. It's love, it does things beyond our minds, love is creative and unique, it's different from what we use to know, when you feel it, it feels like we're on a different world where everything is peaceful and lovable, you sometimes see birds singing, clouds that can never shade the sun, and trees swinging and dancing to the rhythm of your beating heart. 

Where love is for both of us, it's deep inside our hearts. We're writing a book, and its story is up to us, write love and it's a love story, write hatred and it's a book of hate. We share similar stories, similar backgrounds, but still we take different paths on our way to finding love. This is my path, where at the end, I want to see be our path. Hope it stays. 

The future is still unknown, but the present is such an amazing gift, because it contains you. 

I was enchanted to meet you..

So I am currently addicted to this one song from Taylor Swift but covered by one of the most talented musician ever known to mankind, Adam Young. So brilliantly put, the lyrics that is..


Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered “have we met?”
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it’s way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too

The lingering question kept me up
2AM, who do you love?
I wondered till I’m wide awake
Now I’m pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I’d open up and you would say,
Hey it was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you too
Please don’t be in love with someone else
Please don’t have somebody waiting on you
Please don’t be in love with someone else
Please don’t have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
Taylor I’ll spend my whole life wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too

I was never in love with someone else
I never had somebody waiting on me
‘Cause you were all of my dreams come true
And I just wish you knew
Taylor I was so in love with you.~


It's like the words describe the situation I'm going through. I'm in serious need of a hug, it's just unexpected, this situation. Where myself is even confused, how can this happen, but then I remember a quote from Mraz.


" It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what love is." -Jason Mraz from the song Life is Wonderful.


So true, yet hurtful.. That it takes no time for me to fall in love with her , but it might take years to know what love is. This is when I feel reality is conspiring against me , I feel like leaving it and wander off to fantasy. I feel love is such a beautiful thing, I've never felt this way in a very long time. I know, I'm not a master in relationships nor I know how to approach a woman, but I feel I need to be pure and true, I don't ever want to hurt a woman. Probably because I've been living with 2 females for a very long time (yeah it's my lovable sister and my super terrific mom). To be frank, I'm a very sensitive guy, I get easily hurt when friends mock at me, even though I know they're just joking, deep inside I cry, but I just don't want to show it. Yes, you can call it, a sissy, girly dude, or whatever you want, it's just me, and I'm not afraid to admit that I'm wonderfully sensitive. I'm still figuring out how love works, I feel it in the most unpredictable time, the weirdest situation, yet it's the most wonderful thing I've ever felt. It's her, that makes me feel this way. It's the brilliant brain of hers, the bipolarity of her act, and the beauty of her personality. 


"I'm stunned by her beauty, but fell for her personality." 


I feel this has never happened to me, this situation that leads to a quite interesting question. Why now? Is the timing not right? "what if's" keep running through my mind, I feel disoriented thinking about it, I know this is true and real, and I want to stick to it. Will it stay though? Will this only turns into a curiosity? I guess time will tell, for now I'm just falling and I don't even care what's at the bottom. If I meet you along the way , it would be even better, I feel love is taking over me, and I have no reason to end it. Why would I do that? It's just simply stupid and dumb for me to do so. I guess, I just want to let it flow, see where this is going, I'm not surrendering to reality, but I'm playing along, we all have a role but still got to grab a hold of our future, I mean after all just like John Legend said, we're just ordinary people, we don't know which way to go, maybe we should take it slow. This is definitely not the end, but the very beginning of our story line.  


"I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have, and canon ball into the water " -Teddy Geiger from the song For You I Will.

My First Writing EVER!

I guess here it goes, I never thought in my whole lifetime I would write, let alone blogging . Always intrigue by it, but never had the guts to actually go for it. I guess I always question my writing skill, what is it that I want to write, will it be any good? well I've come to conclusion that it doesn't have to be good, it just has to be pure, yes, my fingers are the ones who's typing, by my heart's the one who's speaking. I never thought I was good enough to write, especially I had no background in journalism or any occupation that's related, but I guess I just want to try. Why all of a sudden I write you ask? it's simply because I watch this inspiring video by a 12 year old named Saddie. Just watch and you'll be amazed.

Amazing! When I watched it, it touched my heart. It encourages me to do it, to write that is, yes, it's because of this amazing and adorable 12 year old girl (*Approx. 3 years ago) I am willing and took the decision to write.  Yes, maybe my english isn't as advance as other writers or bloggers , maybe I never took any class in Literature, but it's been said and heard that even a 12 year old girl knows that we , I repeat , WE can do ANYTHING! So that's why I'm starting to write and will probably write more in the future in this blog of mine. It may not be good, mediocre perhaps, but I want to prove that You(Read: I) can do ANYTHING! Let's fight our fears, our doubts, and show them that we can do it, we might fail but that shouldn't ever stop us from doing just about anything! Thanks Saddie, because of you I now write and know in my heart and soul I CAN DO ANYTHING! and so can YOU! so start NOW!

(: Stay Happy, Stay Positive and Keep Smiling :)